HEY THURR

Hello, I'm meant to be getting ready for work, but I am instead watching last nights Big Brother and eating cous cous. Hmm.
I have been SO nervous about the results day ahead. Because of a mega cock up (a la my music teacher) I HIGHLY doubt I'm getting my AAB for university.
University has always been a definite for me, I've always always wanted to go. I love being in education cos I'm a complete geek. This summer without college has felt so long, I can almost hear my braincells fizzle out.

I'm not sure how I'll cope if I don't go to university this year (which will probably be the case) but I guess we'll see in 6 days.
Obviously, not everyone needs/wants university. And I can still go next year, I suppose. But I've been emotionally preparing for September for about 2 years, and I'm going to be a MESS when this all falls down.
But I've always wanted a gap year,I just didn't know whether to put it before uni or after.
I could just work my arse off for half a year and go all around for the other half.

Hmm..
Writing it down has just made it better for me. Okay. Thanks brick wall.
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