Here goes

Tomorrow, after English and Music, my last two lessons, I'll have a leavers assembly with photos, an emotional film of us all and some fun pub times. Some of the people at the sixth form, I've known since.. I moved to England! Since I was seven. EMOTIONAL TIMES. But, you fucktards, not really. Because we're not fucking off until late september, after a fair amount of gruelling exams.

Tomorrow night is prom too.
I'm a little weary of all this. Finishing so soon. I can't believe I'm here. When I was 14 I used to look up at the eighteen year olds and think 'well, once I'm at their age I can do anything i want ever'.
I still feel fourteen, a bit. Yeah I'm, realistically, quite mature for my age and have gone through lots of stuff. BUT BEING RESPONSIBLE AND DOING WORK WITHOUT BEING TOLD TO FOR ANOTHER FOUR OR SO YEARS?!

No, no. I joke. Probably. Everythings gone wrong today anyway. My half exboyfriend is in hospital with severe appendicitis, aswell. That's never good!! I'll go and give him some attention tomorrow, before prom. Serves him right for being turkish, anyway.

I need to sort some placements out, my moms close friend works at BBH which is probably the best connection in the history of ever. (Lynx adverts, barclays, Audi, Vodafone, Levis Straus, and British Airways... i can only remember the samuel l jackson barclays one though)

One of these days, a blog post of mine will make sense and be focused on one topic.

xx

P.S I'm starting the e.p recording this summer with my beautiful best man, J.
I can't wait at all.